HELLO WORLD!!! i know what you're thinking.......i thought the blog was dead!!!!! well, you were wrong. actually, you were right. but just now i decided to revive it. I'm feeling somewhat inspired by bethy's recent journaling, plus im really freakin bored right now.
so........i dont even know where to begin! the last time i blogged, i hadn't moved yet, i hadnt babysat the evil twins....i worked for money.....WOW things have changed!
ok, so im living on the east side now. i love it here! the mall is so close! and im right next door to target!!! the only down side to living on the east side is being so far away from the WEST side. which, i suppose, was expected. but it takes almost a half hour with all the traffic to get over to the boys' house.
this summer i babysat evil twins. that's pretty much all i care to say about that. except i honestly felt i was in hell from 7:30-4:30 every day.
not working at o'charley's anymore. nope. now im a real-life student teacher. i dont really want to talk about that in my blog, but i will say that it's having a huge impact on me.
I guess i felt the need to blog because i have so much going on in my head right now. i just feel completely confused about EVERYTHING. i dont understand when or how i turned into this person. i need to learn how to give men a chance. i do the same thing to EVERY ONE. and i dont even know why. yet, i just cant make myself care.
graduating soon, and it's scaring me. when i was younger, i always thought about being 22-23 years old and graduating from college and wondering what i'd be like. naive linda always thought i'd be married or engaged by now. oh naive linda. how i miss you. haha. so here i am, nearly 23 and about to graduate. and i have no direction in my life. nothing really keeping me in this town. and nothing at home to make me want to come home. what am i going to do. i have no idea. i guess it's kind of a wonderful thing.....to be this free. naive linda would have thought it was a bad thing. but the new me.....i love the freedom. and i think that's why i push men away.
but enough with the dr. phil stuff. let's quit being serious. i dont like it.
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