Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I might upchuck....all over syesha. ok that's gross. that's not right.

SIGH. AI was so disappointing tonight. Syesha. why are you still here. are people really fooled by your grotesquely fake personality? I don't understand how the american population can be so collectively dumb.

I love me some David Cook. no complaints from this sister.

David Archuleta would have my support if he wasnt such a robot. But he is. a robot. clearly not human. just a machine made to look like a 17 year old boy, singing songs with "meaning" and licking his lips a whole lot. also, playing modest and winning over 50 year old women with his "awww shucks, golly gee" persona. a robot, clearly.

and jason. ohhhh jason, jason, jason. Jason. the 14-year-old girl inside of me wants so badly to believe you have a shot. but i think it's safe to say you're going home this week. it's very traumatic for me. i had high hopes for this one. I'm not sure i can go on without the dreamboat in tow. but i suppose i'll just have to. my heart will go on. and on and on.

UNLESS there is some sort of miracle, and syesha actually goes home (like she should) this will be the first year in AI HISTORY that my favorite from the beginning has not made it into the finale. shockingly tragic.

in other breaking news: my family is driving to orlando versus flying this weekend. primarily in an effort to save my hearing. which is noble of them. i wasnt exactly looking forward to blood pouring out of my ears upon descension.

That's all a bit dramatic, but sometimes that's how i roll. honestly though, on my last flight i was literally jumping up and down in the back of the airplane, biting a styrofoam cup in an effort to stifle screams. It was that painful. I'm just praying my ear is better before im scheduled to return to work. i can't afford to be out of work. especially with my new place.

im in a constant state of nausea with all this medication. my cough is ALOT better. and im hardly congested at all anymore. so basically now it's just my deafness and complete nausea. that's the worst though because it's super hard to sleep and get comfortable when you feel as though you're going to toss your cookies at any moment.

who says 'toss your cookies'? ugh. why do these things just come out of me?

tomorrow i have some super shopping to do. i definitely need to get myself some summer clothes. i mean, i have some, but i dont think im well-equipped to handle the insane hotness that is standing in line at disneyworld for hours on end. also i should probably get a new swimsuit. we're going to one of the waterparks as well and my hot pink string bikini isnt exactly family waterslide-friendly.

so much to do. so little time. it's hard to believe i'll be moving to a new apartment right when i return from florida. i'll only have a couple days. i should probably pack or something. I need to rent a truck. and possibly find a moving company. then it's straight back to work...God willing. I could be stressed out right now. but im opting for avoidance.

it's gotten me this far in life. so im gonna go with it.

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