I CUT MY HAIR. i felt i needed to place that in all caps in order to convey my inner turmoil. this is a huge deal for me. i dont even cut my hair once a year. i cant remember the last time i had it cut. im pretty sure it was like 2 years ago.
but i did it today. on an impulse (as most things are with me). and now im totally regretting it. she cut 6 INCHES off!!!!!!!!! my hair used to be halfway down my back and now it's just below my shoulders. i liked it at first. probably because i felt so much lighter. (8 pounds of brain plus 10 pounds of all that hair was a lot to carry around). it looks healthier. but i feel so much less like a girl now. i cant even describe it. I MISS MY HAIR. and this is why i never get it cut. because i have a seriously hard time letting go of it. im traumatized right now. i wont be happy until it's grown out at least 4 inches.
on to other less depressing things........BLAKE in the final 2 of american idol! the only thing that could make me happier is seeing jordin lose to him. because let's face it, she's the most obnoxious thing to ever walk the Earth. im being mean. but im allowed to because i miss my hair.
im never cutting it again.
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