this is me, angry.

im angry. primarily for two reasons.

number one: i saw Pirates tonight. a pleasant experience overall. i was super excited about it because im a Pirates fan. a fan of the action genre in general. blame my dad for raising me on all the Die Hard's (super excited about THAT new one too) and Star Wars and Jaws movies.

so i was pumped. and it was good. until the ending. i dont want to ruin it for everyone who hasnt seen it yet. so i wont say anything. i'll just say WHAT??? are you kidding me???? it seriously made me angry. i was angered.

number two: I have the ghetto-est car in all the world. i believe everyone is aware that it doesnt start early in the morning. on top of that, the knobs on my radio are broken off so you must subject yourself to pain in order to change the station or adjust the volume. in addition to this, my car does not play burned cd's and only plays normal cd's after about 45 minutes of pushing it back in after it is ejected over and over from the player.

i also have one headlight out. which is incredibly embarrassing. it's been going out a lot lately and usually i can just hit it and it comes back on. (that just screams ghetto right there). but tonight i pull over to hit it back on and it fails to do so. im officially a perdiddle. im one of those cars that people see and punch the roof of their car. im white trash. im ghettooooooo.

as if all of this wasnt bad enough, my window decided tonight to give up on life as a window. so it pretty much wont roll down anymore. it just makes a frightening clicking noise as i push the button. a whole lot of talk. no action.

which wouldnt be so bad except i dont have AIR CONDITIONING.

so ya. my car is ghetto. which i suppose is fitting since i live there now.

and off i go to bed, angry. angry with a heart in a box. angry with monte.

look for me tomorrow, driving around in my one headlighted car. sweating with the passenger window rolled down. and bleeding at the fingers as i change my radio station. i'll be the angry chick.